The last thing I want to do is stop. I don’t want to give up. The last place I want to go is the end of the line. The last thing I want to hear is the sound cut off. The last thing I want to see is the fading…

I am coming back. I want to write more blogs by using Me as the niche but in a form the reader can identify with and get something out of it for him or herself. That is the purpose of memoir. I am my niche. Using memoir, story, or even just narrative creative non-fiction…

Failure is easy. Failure is comfortable. — What would I do if I didn’t write? I have no real followers. I have no feed money. I have no reach on Medium. I have no reach on Facebook. I have no reach on Twitter I have nothing to offer. And I have no income possibilities. I have 1300+…

I have cancelled my subscription to Medium — I have decided to quit the blogging game. I am not finding any benefit to the process, and my earnings do not even pay for my subscription to Medium. The most views I have had for one day since 2017 (when I was first a member of Medium) and 2020…

A scary thought. —

Thoughts over a bowl of cereal. — I feel a transformation has begun in my self-conceptualization. My realization that I was not completely correct in my evaluation of the concept of thought on that day in 1958 when I walked into my house after playing outside and stopped in mid-step to determine just how someone should think. …

Finding God in the act of writing — Writer’s block because God has been Lost So, I want to write a book, and I want to do it on paper with fountain pens. I want to use narrow-ruled sheets and just write the first draft without stopping, from beginning to end. Another way to write the book is also no paper from beginning to end…

For want of intimacy — I don’t know how to proceed with my life. I don’t want to open my computer or face the cries of starvation from Osborn, knowing I can’t help him, anymore. This is murderous to me, not being able to help and not really knowing if he is telling the truth…

In science I discovered God. In religion I lost him. I used to say that I found God through science, but now I can say I lost God through religion. I have a theology, but it does not turn a loving God into the genocidal God of the bible. Consider: “So…